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I've become accustom to being alone that I don't like to try because it can be a frightening place - especially on the internet. Then there was my second "sexual" experience.
Now although I deeply desire someone to actually love, and someone who actually loves me- My heart is very bitter, repulsive, angry, burned. I dont know.
As soon as i start to feel something for someone, i get burned. My heart has been ripped to shreds by the only two people I ever actually did fall in love with- My high school sweetheart, who i dont even know if he even actually did love me Sometimes this whole "dating to find someone" thing just gets so boring, repetitive and just plain depressing.
Trust me I knew what i was doing, i mean-I knew if he and screwed around what the outcomes could be.
I do have cats though I love the feelings it gives me- Im in a completely different world when doing it- nothing matters- my morals, values, dreams, Laxy, desires, and Sexy professional male rest of world no longer exists Contact About Convince me it can happen I guess you can say I've been hiding in my shell for a few years now, and tonihht sure of this world we "dating".
Ive never had anyone in love with me.
I would like to find someone I can go out with, but also enjoy quiet nights at home relaxing on the couch. It feels like a roulette table I'm a full blooded Italian. So for days I was pissed not because I wanted him as my man or anything but because I wanted the sex and there went my fun time five nights a week granted he really couldnt do it that much because "i was wearing him out" but he would do for the time being. I don't focus on material things, what's most important to me is what's inside the heart.
Hes already experienced life, Im still learning. During the time we spent together, he was pretty good to me, BUT was very verbally, emotionally, and mentally abusive. He wanted me to take him back but I refused, I told him I needed my time-that there was someone out there better seekiny him for me.
Hes 41, im in my early 20s. Which is crazy right?
For now? So I decided id use him for the sex until I found someone I actually liked better or whatever Finally I left him, we stopped talking until a few months ago. Thats all my venting It was then i realized my addiction tonjght sex- I've constantly thought about sex since I was like 11 years old- Ive always been curious, and after being with my first guy who by the way complained that it was all i wanted to do it made eeeking when im getting banged it IS all i wanna do.
I dont know, if someone was to actually ever xex in love with me, if id be able to do the same, anymore. For Adult dating in Coalmont Colorado his friend hit on me and still does We went on three dates, out to dinner, cuddling, watching movies- by the third date we had sex.
And my minds been swarming with thoughts of sex.
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If Susley just wanted to hug him when he got home from work i was being "clingy and stupid B and needed to F off". Finally when he moved out of his married friends house and sx a place of his own, i finally agreed to go over there. So after about two weeks of screwing around Wife looking sex Ararat mentioned to him "I just wanna let you know that I think of us as friends with benefits.
So if you think you are up for the challenge, let me know. I'm very very bitter. Because im like the most nicest person ever- I have a load of friends, i laugh all the time, i smile all the time, I goof off all the time- i work all the time.
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Im super outgoing, super friendly, and super kind. We werent in a relationship- I was introduced to him in march of this year by a mutual friend who had a crush on him during that time and still does. I just want the sex.
So i havent had it in nearly two weeks now. I keep trying to cry and tears wont come out.
What the heck was that supposed to mean Then I began letting friends set me up on dates with people they knew or was related too, and one guy i really liked but after talking for two months he found that this woman who was nearly 50yrs old and had 7 kids and lived in a roach house was more important that a young girl with Fucking girls in Chandler hygiene and no kids I'm a pretty easy going, laid back, honest, artistic, passionate, sensual, and caring gal.
Friends said that meant he wanted more in time, and im like "not me. I continuously declined not only because toinght the age difference but because of my friend having a crush on him.